Today as I sit reviewing my blog post my eye’s started to fill with tears thinking back how far I’ve come the thought entered my mind abuse not only abuse “sexual abuse”. When I was a very young girl my mother and father separated. My mother had to work so that meant I had to go to a baby sitter. My mom was referred to someone at the church she was currently attending at the time. I can remember flash backs of standing in a room being introduced to things a child should have never experienced at my age. This affected me for years for years I carried hurt, pain, anger, resentment etc.… .Unable to have sexual experiences with my husband at the time because the touches reminded of The Secret. Believe me it was a mental hell.

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Romans 12:19-21
Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good

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Psalms 30:2-3

LORD my God, I cried out to You, And You healed me. O LORD, You brought my soul up from the grave; You have kept me alive

Psalms 34:19
Many are the afflictions of the righteous, But the LORD delivers him out of them all.

“Thank God Today I can say without a shadow of a doubt I am healed.”

Journey

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